Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Darn It today and ytd couldn't eat...x.x had to force my dinner down...tat was my 1st full meal in the past 2 days ><...anyways...i tink after tis post i'll be officially leaving my blog dead(:cuz i really dun feel like blogging anymore... soooo sorry):
by the end of my holidays i'll b totally transformed...hohoho~ anyways...ppl plz tag me wat colour i should dye my hair...NOT BLACK?!

I wanna type smth else...but nahx...i wont(:...yea so tis is it(:
sorry agn ><

StiLl FaLliNg.//* 4:17 AM

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Wednesday, November 25, 2009

yahhooo?! i love ice-cream teppanyaki xDits A-W-E-S-O-M-E?!and i got a new jacket?! yahoo~~~~~~~?!
This are the pics from it ^^

StiLl FaLliNg.//* 7:00 AM

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>< i think im in love again?! omg?! i really want it but...i don't think i wan it too ><...how i despise myself so much?!...what i say now may make me sound like an idiot...loser or some shit head...but ya...there was once this girl whom i loved for say...3 years? b4 i tried smth...(which i should've done a long time b4 tat)...well...i tried to pour out my feelings...but hahas i was from a all boy skool last time...i didnt noe anything...but anyways when i gav her the letter...she cried dramatically...which got me baffled...well after tat we didnt talk like for 1 year?...1 thing like tat made me loose a fren?...after tat...i'm friggin not wanting to tell anyone my true feelings anymore cuz i really dun wan the person that i love to ignore me...it really pains me...so ya...if many of u wonder y i haven't made my move...i guess tis is it...i'm afraid of this repeating itself...stupid reason i guess...but every night it just comes up in my mind...hahas...guess im such a loser...not able to 4get smth that happened long ago...

StiLl FaLliNg.//* 6:51 AM

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Saturday, November 21, 2009

hahax today was fun...in the morning followed mum to her work...blah blah blah...
after tat went to danial's b'dae party at east coast?! xD we tossed him into the sea?! wakakaka~so fun?!@.@...

Hais...dun u ever hav tat feeling tat its there but u r still not sure and eventually,when u wanna do smth...u r pretty sure tat it WAS there?and eventually u missed ur chance and its gone? hahas...i felt tat feeling so many times in my life...always regretting...><...hais...i guess i'll nvr get the chance to do anything at the right timeT^T...life moves on i guess ><

lol how i wished i could tell ><

StiLl FaLliNg.//* 9:20 AM

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Wednesday, November 18, 2009

today went to job interview and stuff blah blah blah...
no mood to blog...so i'll just make tis short and brief...

wondering too much,thinking beyond measures...
and to think...i told others not to think too much...
haha...


hais...><

StiLl FaLliNg.//* 6:58 AM

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Friday, November 13, 2009

blogskin changed due to some errors in my other blogskin but nvm...tis one looks cute xD
ytd was fun...planned to go escape but in the end it was closed...ky got lost looking for the place xD so dam funny...from changi beach he took bus and the bus broke down den he take another one and tio traffic jam?!xD...the gals went to WWW but me,zy,hx,jw and ky didnt cuz we no Xtra clothes and it'd b crazy to go in like tat xD...we went to play arcade and sang in KBox...i sang till my voice is GONE...now suffering a severe sore throat @.@ dam it...anyways after tat we went home ler xD

Peace out xD

StiLl FaLliNg.//* 7:22 PM

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Friday, November 6, 2009

today went out wif edbert,jun jun and pavi... went to toa payoh looking for a job agency juz to find out tat it was moved ''-.-....after tat went to eat...pavi left us... den edbert went home...jun jun followed me to my house cuz he wanted get some stuff from my com...den we played dota...i used my bro's com and he used mine xD...arnd 7 he went home...i went to eat wif my family den went home watch anime till now...waiting for a download of 1 game...


Hais...wonder whether ms.ng says its rite...im putting myself down alot of times...thinking too much...tats y i'm always lonely...lolx she was the only person tat knew me tat well...was amazed when i heard her say tat =X...stupid incident >< make me get tis phobia...hais...
2nd person in my life tat makes me feel tis >< wonder y lolx...there's nth special abt her but to me she mean the word special...unique...weird in every positive manner ^^

hahas...love is smth tat can make the greatest person fall...a pair of enemies,lovers...such a great thing and a curse too...how i wish that life was just a stroll...everything was alrdy set...u nid not worry abt anything...but like they say...wat's life without making decision rite?...1st time i toking like im damn knowledgeable hahas?!
like they say...you can like more than 1 mil boys/girls but u will only love 1
ok ok,i'll stop here...when i rmb wat i wanna type abt tis topic ill blog it down...i remembered 3 days ago but i 4got :x...


Peace out lil ppl =D

Today's pics are TOFU's BACK?!





time 3.30 am

StiLl FaLliNg.//* 8:54 AM

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